Our guest post today is by Rosa, a first-year teacher of fifth grade in an urban California school, who sent me these notes on her first week in the classroom. I was struck by how she had integrated the idea of “deliberate practice” into her first days with the children—carefully choosing what practice would lay a foundation for their year together, and paying close attention to her own practice, as well. I’d love to hear your own thoughts, and about what you’re practicing in your own first weeks with students!
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The main feeling I’m hanging on to from this week is the enormous responsibility and privilege of being THE 5th grade teacher to this class of students. All the energy I pour into them is returned in a way that’s so new to me–so different from student teaching last year. It feels energizing and restorative, and it reminds me why I want to do this.
Positive experiences from the week:
–LOTS of routines and procedures practice. I made a practice of timing students as they go through different transitions–we have our running times up on the board–they are motivated and excited to transition quickly and cleanly. I started the week by orchestrating those processes very closely, but as the week went on I turned over responsibility to them. The line was a struggle all week, but they are now walking in quiet, single file lines through the hallways (a major achievement for this class). I’m hoping to phase out my constant use of a clipboard and stern look in the halls.
–Students wrote about accomplishments and challenges from last year, and what they felt their most important goal for this year was. They shared this writing with partners in dyads, where one person talks and the other listens openly without commenting, and then they switch. Afterward, one girl said that she learned that she could say personal things in this class, and no one would make fun of her or talk about it with other people.
–We used that exercise as pre-writing for essays that they wrote about their hopes and dreams for this year. Each student wrote a few paragraphs about their hope for this year, one action they will take to accomplish their goal, one way their teacher can support them, a way their classmates can support them, and a way their families can support them. We will share these with partners and in author’s chair next week.
–For the first two days of school, I assigned students to eat in “lunch groups” of 4-6 students. Each lunch group had to sit and eat their lunch together and complete an assignment (I designated a leader in each group to carry a pencil and take notes on an index card). On the first day, their job was to make a list of ten things they all had in common. On Day 2, they discussed their hobbies and interests, and made a list of the most popular ones. After lunch, the leaders reported out. I stopped by the cafeteria on the second day to sit in on their conversations, and was happy to see students engaged with the assignment and each other–even the two new students in our class who came in not knowing anyone.
–We talked about what kind of class rules will support all of us in achieving our goals. We went through a process of individual brainstorming, sharing, consolidation, and voting, and ended up with 8 final class rules (too many, I know, but the vote was evenly split, and they were all great rules).
–We played “Zoom” a lot, a circle game where students pass a sound and gesture around the circle. Students love it, and often share ideas for how to make it go better and faster.
–We started every day with a “Math Talk,” where students individually write everything they can think of on a given topic (the number 24, 1/2, etc.), then share with a partner, then share with the whole group as I record their ideas exactly as they express them. They aren’t used to the idea of multiple strategies, or representing ideas in several ways, but I’m hopeful that this routine will help.
–We ended every day with a closing circle in which students reflected on one thing they learned, their favorite part of the day, something they were proud of, something they appreciated, something they’ll always remember, etc.
–Every day I read aloud “The Skirt” by Gary Soto, and they love it.
Students seem like they have a sense that this is a place where serious learning happens. They respond to my quiet signals and pointed looks, and seem to accept that I expect all of them to be engaged and on task.
And the negative…
–I focused too much on the negative this week: bench time at recess, calling parents for behavior problems, extremely strict line procedures without enough conversations about why it matters. I wanted to start off strict, clear, and consistent, but I forgot how much positive reinforcement I needed to do. I feel like we have a pretty well functioning class right now, but it doesn’t feel like a particularly family-like, safe, loving place. I feel really bad about that–it’s hard to wait until Tuesday to start making positive phone calls home, and letting the kids know how great they’re doing. I’m worried that I was too quick to give negative consequences, and I wonder if I did it calmly and non-emotionally enough. I’m obsessing about whether my teaching voice is authentic.
Even though visually it looks like the positives far outweigh the negatives, the negatives feel MUCH heavier in my heart and head right now. I need to shake off some of my self-doubt and desire for this classroom to immediately be everything that I dream of and want. These students and their families deserve the absolute best—it’s painful to be anything less.
The journey begins…









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